hey guys girls. this entire 2006 have been screwed up for me from the start. but i know with you all, the rest of year will eventually get better. 1984 seems closer this year for one. especially for the shannie's birthday episode. hey shann, watson isnt as bad as you say really. i guess he just have his fair share of problems like everyone else. yupps, donggua and hushing, maybe i was kinda biased against him i guess. anyway, let's all celebrate everyone's birthday together ayes ? one other thing; i know i kept saying i regret coming from ny to tj and it's really much better there and stuffs. but the one thing i dont regret is knowing you guys. meiyin- hardworking, enthusiastic, unknowing humourous. steph- you're such a nerd ! but endearingly blur and we like talking about those girl schools stuffs. jingting- my ex walk to school partner. quiet, understanding and always giving her two cents worth. donggua- the genuine princess + part time working cinderella. i dont know how we ended up working together and stuffs but i'm glad. anyway, you are something i can talk to and initially when i first met you i thought we have some similar ways and stuffs. maybe the violent thing. hushing- the take-charge aunty. highly motivated with studying, always sweet for her alex. aunty ! quit copying me and doing the break-patch thing. you and him are really great together. fights are essential in a relationship really, cause it strengthens and stuffs when both of you emerge whole together. that's what he told me once. weiwei- quiet, thoughtful and a great listener. i got the like-love thing figured out alr. anyway, thanks for listening when i was going on about the andrew thing. somehow, you made a difference being there. shannie- damn white, losing weight conscious, intelligent. the bimboe with the brains. i hope you and watson will be loving forever. sybil- amiable, have crushes here and there. :D hey girl, honestly, we dont talk much but let's change that from now ayes ? okay, this entire thing sounds weird but let's not get freaked alright. princesa bern's in a reflective and mediative state of mind can. and no, i'm not facing the wall. :D
okay, i do love andrew. immensely, freakingly much, limitlessly, so on and so forth. but i'm not going to repeat the crying thing anymore. it's senseless. but everything is going to be action. cause it's seriously pointless to mope about. anyway, i met up with him on saturday. supposed to meet at 3 but i reached ps at 3.15 and he came 15 seconds later. but i was insistant that i came at 2.50 and i was early and stuffs. but when i saw him, it was blam ! i realised i missed him. cause most of the time you take things for granted. then it struck me that that was the core reason for breakups. like to woo you and stuffs the guy would put in tremendous effort, thus be ultra sweet and stuffs, but when they're together. he does less, and the girl would think that he loves her less, thus she loves him less and inevitably, they breaks up. so love, is a constant effort. and it is also the driving force for the effort and the result of the effort.
anyway, we went to catch the dark after that. it was weirdly and i didnt really get the ending. then i was telling him about the jacket thing and he wanted to see the white with red strips jacket so we went to the adidas store, and he really fell in love with that piece i guess. hey shannie, dont be sorry lah. it was my decision in the end, you didnt force you to get that jacket alright ? siala ! i cant believe i forgot to mention this. bern was wearing jeans and this pair of heels that she found back and she was seriously, fucking tall ! jeans give you that illusion of being tall and i think my heels was like 2.5 inches can. i was nearly his height ! then i started doing the shorty cheer and stuffs lah. it was damn funny. cause i was make fun of his name and i was revamping the solid cheer. so it went s-h-o-r-t-y is what you are. u-l-o-o is what you are. shorty shorty xx uloo uloo xx shorty uloo xx uloo shorty xx (x for clap)
back to the point, we went to this damn nice pasta place at taka for dinner and we really started talking about all the weird thing. like the horrid online conversation and he actually wanted to ask me to watch the shutter screening at ny but he was too fucking angry and irritated at me and he seriously wanted the break and stuffs. i dont know. lost my appetite and stuffs, but i seriously dont like talking bout this kind of things and i dont know how to really explain when i'm confused myself. then went to fareast to get my tinkerbell slippers ! (: but the havana slippers are really ex can. it's was 24 bucks lah for normal market slippers but well, pink and green rocks ! then he sent me home cause the shops were closing already. i dont know, i nearly wanted to cry on the train cause i was afraid i would start thinking too much when i reach home and it seems like this was our last date together and i was really going to let go after this.
i really agree with our econs teacher. literacy is not a good indicator of welfare causing being able to and thinking too much does make one more miserable and stuffs. anyway, i did patch with andrew and i guess i'm just taking one step at a time. i'm not gg to think of the future and the what if we break up thing for fear stops you from loving but love conquers all fear. i cant believe i wrote that to him can. anyway, the letter i passed to him was kinda loveylike. god, so not bern !
anyway people, let's not make our clique blog stagnant alright ! lovelove; ps. OUR SHOPPING TRIP HOW !